yours was that you weren’t going to hurt me again&that it won’t end up like last time&mine was to never come back to you if you hurt me one more time.
i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove him:( but he treats me like shit, i see it now. i love him. i love him. i love him. how do you look at the person you love and tell yourself its time to walk away?i miss him;you shouldnt miss someone who doesnt miss you right? but i do because im stoooopid. when it comes to him, im the dumbest person EVER. people dont cry because love ends, but because it continues even when it’s over… he has nooooooooooooooo idea what i’ve done for him, the amount of shit ive been through for him, the amount of real friends ive lost because of him and more and more shit. i stayed with him through everything. even his mistakes never changed my fucking feelings. this is never gonna end issit? i looooooooooooooooove him&i misssss him toooooo much :/ he has waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much control over me. im constantly pushing away boys who actually care because i’m still in love with the one who doesn’t cos im stupid lol. ive accepted the fact that he can only be in my heart¬ in my life ffs. but somehow, he keeps clawing his way back in my life :/ MERP i miss him, someone tell me what to do haha.. the only damn reason my feelings won’t die’s because i keep feeding it with damn memories… AH WELL, i won’t block him or delete him, im keeping him there so he’s able to see how happy i am without him. KLKL we in dis shit! LOOOOOOOOOOL
dont worryyyy, be happyy!
why….
HAHAHAHAA!!!
OMG OMG OMG.
HE PROBABLY THOUGHT IT’S A HOT DOG.
brb. DYING!!!
haven’t been able to fall out of love ever since…
“he’s not worth it” they told me “he’s a dickhead” naaah you misunderstood.. just because he says all this shit to me and treats me like this doesn’t mean he means it. i know that boy too much and i know that when he’s mad, he’ll say anything. i know he feels bad for treating me like this, i know he does… he just doesn’t want to show it. Sure, he might’ve been a dickhead to me but generally he isn’t.. in fact, he’s one of the sweetest boy ever! maybe we just don’t get along, maybe we just wasn’t meant to be. One thing for sure is, no matter how hard he tries to push me away, he will always be in my heart. I genuinely mean it when i wish him the best and i hope he finds what he’s looking for. I love him and he will always be in my heart. Ive learnt to accept “some people can stay in our hearts but not in our lives”.. no matter how many times he pushes me away, no matter how many times he hurts me, its sad to say but i will always be here for him. and for his future loves? take care of him! he’s a keeper. tease him. be there for him. call him cheesy nicknames lol. One downer about him is he never told me what went on in his mind, but i guess i love the mystery. I know this boy from the back of my hand, and i value ALL his flaws as his strengths, its what makes him, him. One thing i really hate is, i can’t imagine having anything with anyone else because i imagined it all with him. Seriously this boy is all you need in your life, he was my boo, my bestfriend and my everything… hey ho maybe he still is<3
